AM

the fallacy of attributing human feelings to inanimate objects; `the friendly sun' is an example of the pathetic fallacy
just look outside, the sun is not friendly today.

My parachute dreams are so biziarre, the last few nights my dreams have been so vivid. I guess i've got a busy brain.

Last night was a healer. I wish I had taken a picture of "Groovy Jim" because he was amazing, I really like old people. He was literally the best old man ever. He was the kind of person you wanted to sit down and make him tell you all about his life, the trails the successes and all the love and heartbreak inbetween. I needed to step outside my own box, and I really felt like I did.

It's very cliche to say but I feel like i'm at some sort of crossroads. Or maybe a tipping point on a scale. One foot each side of the line, unsure of where or when to set off.

INSIDE

empty: devoid of significance or point; "empty promises"; "a hollow victory"; "vacuous comments"


"don't let your lungs fall out" she said "i'm more worried about my heart" ...have suddenly turned into a pubescent teenage boy in some awful screamo band.


Under a concrete shell i'm soft as butter.

I feel like my head might explode.

FEW DAYS

BORIS

I've grown really fond of Boris of late, I've decided that me and him have a few things in common. He always tries to do the right thing but somehow seems to be so clumsy and generally people just laugh at him. Poor Boris, his intentions are always sort of right in his own little way. I love that he's got the whole of London to look after and all he really cares about is bendy buses. Just BLESS.

I'm a bit happier today. I went bowling last night and even though i'm completely useless, like Boris my heart was in it. I lost 2-1 in the end but I did manage to get a few strikes. I didn't like how sweaty my feet got though in those horrible shoes. I'm glad my drinking has slowed down again, after last week I'm taking a big slowdown on it again........I got really ill and I think it may have something to do with wearing next to nothing out and then sitting smoking for loads of the night. Horrible, or "Orriiibble" (asian/scottish accent).

I feel that after my exams I deserve a bit of a break. Sometimes life can be so monotonous when all that you need to be doing is revision.

MOOD:

Seriously, just let me know already.

SNEEZE

my life consists of this right now...

although whilst tapping into google "day nurse" this was one of the first options...

every cloud.