SYSTEM UP WITH THE TOP DOWN

got the city on lock down.

+

= JOY

Little things make me really happy, it was really sunny today and April drove me home with the top down, it was bliss. I could even smell the fish n chips floating off the beach. I sort of wish I didn't have this stupid piece of work to do and I could just go into town and relax with a coffee and cigarette on the beach.

I dreamt of hoovers and woke up saying that the seaguls were singing christmas songs. Delerious.

I had a really good night in revenge too last night. I like it when my posts are happy, makes a change doesn't it?

5 DAYS TIL PARIS.

WRATH

I am in quite a happy mood.

It's my one month anniversary today of being in a relationship. (I'm shit with dates and did have to get told but y'know)

I'm pleased with myself though.

Last night there was a big meal at April's and about 14 people turned up, it was well good. I'm glad we didn't go out as theres Charlie's fashion show tonight and i'm mildly excited for it as last year it was pretty good.

I have nothing to complain about apart from a mild cough. Life is grand.

INEPT

I hate how unbelievably socially inept I am when I'm sober. I'm literally a mute, it's not even that I don't want to talk it's just I go to and then stop myself. I'm a bit shit with group situations, I've always been a bit shit at it but recently I've been overly crap and it's starting to piss me off. I don't really like confined bright spaces so last night was a bit of a nightmare anyway, add to the mix about a million lesbians in basically a box room and you get a very uncomfortable me. It annoys me because I've never been like this. I feel like i'm acting in a shifty manner or not saying anything because i'm not interested in what someone has to say, but it's not the case. I just seize up infront of a crowd and it's even worse when it's people that I've been just introduced to. Ohhh. I should probably stop moaning about it and get on with it. I can't wait for Paris.

GAGAGAGAGA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQ95z6ywcBY&feature=PlayList&p=C4B9C7326E087E89

WATCH.

DAY OF BIRTH

I went to Charles Street and luckily didn't "GET SOME."

I swear its every man and his dogs birthday around now. Its well pricey and my liver is getting a bit tired. Didn't even drink much tonight.

I'm in a "I hate my face" mood today.

This week has been weird. Its gone too quickly and i've spent most of it being ill.

I was going to rant about lesbians but it's an old tale and I can't be bothered, basically they all annoy me. Even the ones I do sort of get along with can be really irritating, prehaps I just don't care about who is getting it on with who anymore. I need to go to gay bars less, especially not sober.

I'm looking at tickets for Olipop as it's his birthday soon and I want to treat him, I know he likes Ellie Goulding but it's sold out at Digital and i'm not paying £45 off ebay so I was thinking Robots in Disguise but I don't want it to be a big let down.

This post is really boring so i'm going to shut up now.

"I'm wearing a bow tie and i don't feel compromised." & "I could just run into my own fist with fury".

Oh Sue Perkins we salute you.

I literally want to carve my lungs out about now. I've hardly slept since 6.30 but every time i drift off i cough again, it's horrible. I'm at Aprils, it's so cosy but i'm a bit scared to go and make a cuppa incase her flatmates wonder why i'm just wondering around their flat while April's at work. 

Last night was scary, I was convinced I heard a woman fall over directly above us, she like yelped aswell and I jumped in bed, but then I did have my eyes closed and  I could of been imagining things but I really didn't think I was. I probably sounded like a mad woman. 

I must do some work today inbetween coughing like a crazy lady. 

ASL

It's 4am. I can't sleep but I did just sneeze and it went all over my screen. I'm a right treat.I've had a night of memories tonight. Remember the days before Facebook chat? and we only used msn? Remember when there wasn't really LOL. Remember when it was 16 to buy cigarettes? I remember the gap when they changed it and I was 17 and it really pissed me off. Remember the millennium bug? I was 10. Nothing scary happened. Remember when the weather man didn't have a blue screen behind him but symbols stuck on with velcro or something? Remember when you drank white lightening in a park when you were 14? Remember 16+ gigs? Remember getting your ears pierced? Remember first snogging a boy? Remember first snogging a girl? Remember first throwing up off alcohol? I was 14, in Burger King and threw up blue WKD everywhere. I've always been a classy bird. Remember your first love? Remember your first romantic let down? Remember that music? Remember those friends? Remember those parks and places? Remember feeling invincible? Remember your first house party? Remember spin the bottle? Remember bunking off school to watch neighbours? Remember the smoking alley? Remember shit P.E lessons?

It can be easy to forget.

ICE ICE BABY

I really hate having a cold, i'm not very pleasant to be around.

I'm attempting to promote student stuff for Brighton Dome, it's a challenge as most people haven't heard of Chris Cunningham but if I say oh he does the Bjork video or you know he does loads with Aphex Twin then the penny drops.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-o5i0eF2AF4

DAVID BOWIE

Reading was on the news today(only about a local election or something equally snooze worthy), I got a bit excited and i'm not sure why really. So I text Danielle and Amy and they both responded "oh has someone been shot?" It made me laugh a lot. Oh I miss you, you disaster of a place. So I decided to dip into the achieves of people I miss and love from my beautiful old town.