I hate how unbelievably socially inept I am when I'm sober. I'm literally a mute, it's not even that I don't want to talk it's just I go to and then stop myself. I'm a bit shit with group situations, I've always been a bit shit at it but recently I've been overly crap and it's starting to piss me off. I don't really like confined bright spaces so last night was a bit of a nightmare anyway, add to the mix about a million lesbians in basically a box room and you get a very uncomfortable me. It annoys me because I've never been like this. I feel like i'm acting in a shifty manner or not saying anything because i'm not interested in what someone has to say, but it's not the case. I just seize up infront of a crowd and it's even worse when it's people that I've been just introduced to. Ohhh. I should probably stop moaning about it and get on with it. I can't wait for Paris.
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